Yesterday never end up happening so it's postponed till the week after next. Which is probably better for me to clear my head and really take the time to get together all my thoughts and anger to make sure he really grasps how I feel about him now and how he isn't god and everything should be his way and it's all about him.
Thank you for the comments on my last blog, it's truly appreciated. It's hard when your on your own and you can't discuss things with people that are in your life because they are judgmental and see things either clearly and truly think I'm an ass (which I don't deny at this point) and or don't understand and don't know the entire story to actually get it. OR everyone else has the good life and they're all goodie goodies and I signed my life to the devil. No one truly understands unless they lived it and no one can say what they would do or not do unless they lived it. Love, your heart, soul and mind can really be taken advantage of and lost emotionally in situations like mine and similar things I'm sure a lot of you have endured in your own lives.
You all have a good night... and thanks again!